Champenstein's monster (chibi_champness) wrote,
Champenstein's monster
chibi_champness

oh pooh on it

i dunno whats wrong with me lately, im not the happy bouncing clown i once was, just the last 2 weeks have seen me being totally down, moping, sighing, stressing out, and not being very affectionate towards john at all...

i dont even know why either, as we were happier than ever around our anniversary the other week and now we just look like some miserable married couple who are fed up of it all... ive lost interest in sex lately, and dont even want kisses and hugs much...he hasnt even done anything so i just feel really evil cos he doesnt deserve to be treated shitty.

am feeling really melancholic and wanna sleep all the time, am doing my usual *be happy in work and try and be jolly around hannah* stuff but its not easy to keep up, i dont like moping in work cos i usually am able to remain pretty normal in public even if i'm really unhappy about something...i'm the cold indifferent one, hannah is the emotional one, always been that way. hence why everyone thinks im heartless or mean to her all the time... really i just tell her the truth and only show one emotion when dealing with her situations lately, anger. its getting hard not freaking out in work now with all this odd emotional misery i suddenly have though, i just wanna sigh and bang my head against the computer screen.

going now to talk to more deaf people who accuse their doctors of killing thier husband a few years ago...

*sigh*
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Hug for Champs. kindly visit soon, I want 'Old Boy' back. heh. xx
okie i shall visit soon...

*sigh* bumnuggets
What anniversary was it you celebrated recently? (I'm assuming it's '...years' and not '...months') This may have something to do with your mood y'see... Oh, and *hugs*

Vikki :)
it was 2 years, and we were all jolly the other week... dunno why i would be so miserable now...

oh poo x
Ah, 2 years...that's when most relationships start to feel the strain, it's just past the 'exciting, getting to know each other' stage when you start to settle emotionally and possibly begin to question whether this person is really right for you and if you can imagine spending the rest of your life with them, and stuff like that. It doesn't mean it's a bad thing though, just might be a turning point, for better or for worse. Hope you feel better soon though :)
i doubt this will be of any benefit for you to know at all: but i've been really 'meh' lately, too. Crying for no reason & getting all depressed. tonight I left roadkill early to come home & cry, whilst Kit stayed there. I left 45mins ago & he's still not come home-its odd that he's staying out & I've come back. Shows how odd it all is.

Maybe theres hormones in the air or something
~squish~
yeah thats a bit odd... it must be going round... *sigh* just wish i could perk up a bit, i feel like some little emo head at the moment all sad and sighing... wanna go home, work sucks... it makes me feel worse being here all day...

im confused now and pissed off too cos i just topped up my phone with £10 and i went on my wap for a bit and when ive checked my balance i have 5pence left. this is annoying! the day is getting worse!
fucking hell!

GRRRAAAA

sorry x